Approximately a year and a half ago I became a member of the Azerbaijan PC Environmental Committee. Due to budget constraints, etc. this is only a committee of 4: 2 members from my group and then 2 members from the younger/newer group. As PC volunteers we are, to state the obvious, precisely that: volunteers. We want to work towards causes that people can generally agree upon as being beneficial and we want to do it for free. Also, in many ways, PCVs are the best laborers to work with: we live in remote communities, we speak a language most paid ex-pats outside of the regions do not know, and we have community contacts. In this sense, logically, you'd think that organizations would want to work with us. After all, we are the biggest bang for your buck...we'll work diligently in difficult areas for no pay.
But, alas, life just doesn't work this way.
Yes, maybe some organizations don't want to work with us (PC) because we are an American government program. We represent the potential to be political. I can safely say that the US government has never asked me to proselytize or push for an American...well, anything. However, it is a PC goal to inform nations about who were are and what the US is, but then the next goal is to inform US citizens about the country in which we served. It is a cultural exchange program in many ways. But still, the nervousness about our political affiliations exist.
But what about BP? You know BP right? That oil company we love lambasting right now because of that horrific oil spill in the Gulf? Yep, that BP. BP does a ton of work in Azerbaijan and like our spill off the Gulf, a lot BP's work isn't really entirely BP...a lot of work is contracted work...work contracted out to whomever. Well, I met a BP contractor who claims to manage environmental projects in Azerbaijan. I got excited at the prospect of ANY kind of environmental contact inside Azerbaijan. I guess my desperation came off as aggression, however, and the BP contractor was very turned off at the idea of working with Peace Corps. I told this man, let us call him Mr. Hat, I told Mr. Hat that Peace Corps workers were all over Azerbaijan and willing to work for no money and probably almost any project. We don't have to receive grants (though, gosh, any money would be nice....) or get paid, we just want support, or a plan, or the WILL to do anything environmental anywhere in the whole nation. Mr. Hat straight out said "No". And he said he didn't like my pushy approach (I have witnesses who say I was passionate, but not rude. But, I don't know). Mr. Hat said that BP generally does not like working with PCVS and so therefore Mr. Hat would not look into the possibility. This however, is only partly true...BP workers/contractors have indeed offered to help other PCVs...I can think of two off the top of my head. So why the dismissal? He just didn't like me? I don't know. I told Mr. Hat that maybe he could as whomever in BP why there is an anti-PC policy...after all, we are economically awesome from a purely businesses perspective. But, Mr. Hat didn't seem too interested.
It became clear that our mission just wasn't the same. All I wanted to do was establish some sort of possibility for environmental work in Azerbaijan. For whatever reason, with me, Mr. Hat wasn't having it. Therefore, I told him if the conversation was about personal differences then we ought to stop discussing the issue altogether. After all, I just wanted to get to work, not offend. As soon as a person is sold of the idea that you are merely attacking them, then the actual issue at hand gets ignored. He wasn't going to hear me.
This whole situation bothered me on a number of levels. I'm frustrated at myself...Mr. Hat and I were in a very informal setting and I approached him informally. In doing so, I offended Mr. Hat and because I offended Mr. Hat, maybe I burned a bridge. This isn't supposed to be about me...I leave in November! But, I wasn't suave enough to build the bridge. I burnt it...and that helps absolutely nothing.
On the other hand, I do not think I was rude. I think I was very honest and to the point and....well...I hate to say it, but if you are right about a point and you say it right out, other people don't really like it. I think I pointed to the inherent difference in our missions. We were not on the same page and that called into question his intentionality and ethics as a BP contractor working on environmental projects.
Lastly, I'm an American. Mr. Hat is British. Does BP want to fix it's image? If so, then this just didn't help.
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Summer Camp in Oguz
For a couple of days, a few colleagues of mine and I worked at Oguz's summer camp. Three members of the environmental committee traveled to this beautiful and small town in order to help Oguz's PCVs with environmental day. Environmental day included discussions on water use, pollution, re-use, plastic bags, and trash pick.
Monday, August 16, 2010
Random-ousity
So, for some reason my blogger is being crazy and it won't let me see the pictures and write captions next to them. Therefore, I'll do my best to recount:
1. Weird back picture: yes, that was my spine. It was inflamed like that for 24 hours and I have no idea why. Medical assumes it was a skin issue that disappeared. Ok...
2. The mattress picture: It says "good luck" on it...my friend Colleen and I found that funny.
3. My in the broken down Lada (car): self explanatory.
4. The watermelon advertisement: Summer is here and watermelon's are CHEAP. And tasty. The advertisement reads "...because it is summer!". The advertisement is for a tangy white cheese you find all over Azerbaijan. Azerbaijanis like to eat sweet watermelon with the tangy white cheese. I love it.
Friday, August 6, 2010
Sunday, August 1, 2010
Winds of Change in Baku
A short list of the seemingly big differences I've observed in the capital this summer as compared to last summer:
Many more flip-flops (both sexes)
Many completed construction projects in high traffic pedestrian areas
Shutting down unlicensed knick-knack vendors in the tourist area
Installation of interactive maps at some metro stops
Declaration of the plan to build a metro stop at the national bus terminal
Some Azerbaijani men wear shorts now...It happens.
I saw a girl skateboarding. Only one girl, but still.
Opening of Baskin-Robbins ice cream
Malls. A lot of new fancy shopping malls.
Wider availability of Georgian beers
If a PCV or AZ person reads this and thinks of others, let me know.
Many more flip-flops (both sexes)
Many completed construction projects in high traffic pedestrian areas
Shutting down unlicensed knick-knack vendors in the tourist area
Installation of interactive maps at some metro stops
Declaration of the plan to build a metro stop at the national bus terminal
Some Azerbaijani men wear shorts now...It happens.
I saw a girl skateboarding. Only one girl, but still.
Opening of Baskin-Robbins ice cream
Malls. A lot of new fancy shopping malls.
Wider availability of Georgian beers
If a PCV or AZ person reads this and thinks of others, let me know.
The End is Near
Well, it is finally that time: I found out my Close of Service date, November 19th. What does this mean? This means I will officially finish all things PC on that day and can fly out of country either that night or the next day. However, things are a little more complicated than that for me in terms of traveling. My friend (PCV) Charlie and I are planning to go to Armenia and Turkey together, but Charlie does not finish his service until the 26th. So, what do I do for that week? TBD. Also, Chris doesn't want to end his service until December (what a stinker), so I will be traveling without him for about three weeks. That is ok though, because Chris and I will eventually meet up and continue together into Southeast Asia. Or, that is the plan as it stands right now.
So, if anyone in the states wants to meet me in the nation of Georgia for about a week in December, then let me know!
But what about the rest of service and the other PCVs? We all have different COS dates. They trickle us out over a period of time for the sake of organization. PCVs could request leaving up to about 3-4 weeks earlier than our official date (December 6-10) without forgoing any of their benefits. This is what I did, like many others. Some people are leaving starting the 12th of Nov, others, like Chris, won't leave until the very end for various reasons. Chris says he wants to see what Azerbaijan is like during their elections. Well, when we first arrived there were elections and personally I do not feel interested in reliving them, but to each their own.
For the rest of service I will be finishing up the terms of my grant. I still have to finish it! Then, I hope to commit myself to some smaller and mobile environmental projects. This way I can work with a number of volunteers across the country. But, we'll see.
Starting the 3rd of August my group of volunteers will be attending our COS Conference. It is at this conference that we find out about all the details connected with finishing service. So no questions about details until after please (that means YOU MOM)!
So, if anyone in the states wants to meet me in the nation of Georgia for about a week in December, then let me know!
But what about the rest of service and the other PCVs? We all have different COS dates. They trickle us out over a period of time for the sake of organization. PCVs could request leaving up to about 3-4 weeks earlier than our official date (December 6-10) without forgoing any of their benefits. This is what I did, like many others. Some people are leaving starting the 12th of Nov, others, like Chris, won't leave until the very end for various reasons. Chris says he wants to see what Azerbaijan is like during their elections. Well, when we first arrived there were elections and personally I do not feel interested in reliving them, but to each their own.
For the rest of service I will be finishing up the terms of my grant. I still have to finish it! Then, I hope to commit myself to some smaller and mobile environmental projects. This way I can work with a number of volunteers across the country. But, we'll see.
Starting the 3rd of August my group of volunteers will be attending our COS Conference. It is at this conference that we find out about all the details connected with finishing service. So no questions about details until after please (that means YOU MOM)!
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